my need is you

I wish im doing something that would distract me than thinking of you. i need that. i need not to think about you. i desperatally, need it.

I cant bear waking up every morning and knowing that youre not around. knowing that youre not with me. knowing that we wont be the same anymore.

I screwed up, i know. but im trying to mend everything back. im trying hard. its just that i need you, i need you so badly.