awakening

And I've been tumblr-ing all day. haha really, i did. since myspace is a no no for now. well most of it because I've deleted it, yes i did.

WHY? i have some of my own reasons :)

Lets put it this way, today is such a fucked up day for me. since last night actually. well at least, i had a nice dream to remember, aww.

So far yes, it is a fucked up day. i almost broke up with my boyfriend, or already did. which I'm certain we did not, yet. heh, i have no idea myself since my brain is a no no as well. some things he said made me melt haha really and i love him, a lot. like a fat girl loves her cake haha. I'm a bit devastated but fuck it I'm not gonna show.

And so i woke up at like, 1230? haha yeah i did. and i had a brunch so lunch is one of my no No's for today too. i woke up early yesterday and i woke up late today. i have no fixed time of waking up since i don't have any plans ahead of me. unless if i do so i do have a fix time of waking up, only for the day, : )

So far i don't have any plans yet. so I'll just sit at home pathetically zz.

or maybe i should read my book since i haven't start reading it.

I smell right now, i think i should get my shower. ttly bitches.

Loves, <3

so, arent you going to tell me?

that was too much

maybe its just me

Maybe i am

Maybe im not

Maybe i am just your sex toy

Maybe, just maybe im wrong.

HI

I'm obsessed, -.-

foundation

Some things happened in life with reasons. people might not actually see it, but eventually they will.

"Trust works in both ways, and sometimes it's about you learning how to trust as much as it is about him being trustworthy. it's a cliche` but its true: trust is the foundation of a relationship and without it, you really have nothing."

-A

Boy oh Boy

Its just my humble opinion

As a day gone by just like a waste. sure it was nothing but it felt like something.

Please oh please someone take me out tmr! this boredom strikes i can even leave the world because of it. so pathetic, aint i?

Anyway, loving playing cod by paramore.

Loves sweeties, <3

Move along

"Isn't it ironic when we said we wanted to start over but we still argue?"

it is.

But hey, what 's like without arguments eh?

The lights finally came through and the truth is all out.

Hard to swallow.

That's what we call tough luck.

To look back is plainly to rub it in, and move forward it requires a great amount of strength but to stay put will lead nowhere.

"It takes no time to fall in love but it'll take you years to know what love is."

Yes i can say that I'm just rather sentimental now but what the heck.

Just when you thought you've seen it all

You have no idea how long i didnt open my blogger. somehow aniq made me open it, haha. so after months and months of cracking my head, burning the midnight oil and get scolding from everyone, i finally finished my PMR. yes i know, im excited too. but i just pity those chinese-takes haha they had to stay at school until 3.10 pm and we had to go home at 10. there's a lot of diffrence, yknow. kesian wei.

I have no plans for the day but me and my girlfriends wanted to go dinner tonight at sunway pyramid so basically i'll be 'enjoying' at night then, : ). and so on with the plans.

So, lets start off with the last day of my pmr examnation which is on 13th october, 2009.
first off, i slept at 2 studying for my kh. yes i know, im actually studying kh. im amazed myself too. plus the night havent been so good sangat pun.
i woke up 6am for Gods sake to read more kh. just to make sure what read stays in my mind since i dont really study kh throughout the year, so yeah i deserve the sleepless night.

So, when i reached school, i was suprised to see zhi ying wearing a pinafore. you would be suprise as well if, you know what haha.
i wasnt really excited about this day actually because i was sleepy. i did my kh exam for only 50 minutes maybe and i spent the leftovers, sleeping haha.
as the pengawas took my paper, everyone was jumping around and relieved that pmr was over. except for those who's taking chinese, haha kesian.

I kesian to my boyfriend too because he had to stay at school, doing his finals and he had to go home as usual, which is at 1.10pm. kesian : ) .
I talked to eunice and hugged her for the last time. manalah tahu we tk jumpa anymore, haha : ) . and saj dengan his poyo-ness said, "weh aku nak blajar ah balik nanti. addmaths ke, chemisty ke..". lame, -___- .

And so i waited for my mum to pick me up frm school. and she sent me home straight away. booring. so i just online and texting aniq all the way sampai petang. i did some window online shopping as well. nothing seems so eye catching anyway. i'll just do my things for now. i'll write some more stuffs that is worth sinking your teeth, :) .

Loves, <3